SOMETIMES YOU CAN BEAT YOURSELF UP FOR NOT LISTENING TO YOUR HEAD INSTEAD OF YOUR DESIRES. MY DESIRES SAID "GO FOR IT", MY MIND SAID "YOU BETTER HOLD BACK, GO SLOWER, LET THE DESIRES BUILD AND THE OTHER PARTIES GET USE TO THE IDEA". UNFORTUNATLEY THE HOT TINGLES IN MY CROTCH WON OVER MY MIND.

READING THIS YOU ARE PROBABLY SOFT PLACEUMING I AM A MAN, WE ALL KNOW THAT THE MANHOOD IS THE "OTHER MALE BRAIN".

YET I GUESS WHEN YOU HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION LATE IN LIFE THAT YOU DESIRE A WOMAN THEN THAT LITTLE PERSONAL PLACE CAN ACT LIKE THE BIGGEST 10" LENGTH IN TOWN! IT ALL HAPPENED INNOCENT ENOUGH WITH SOME PICTURE TAKING, THAT WASN'T SUPPOSE TO BE MORE THEN SOME BATHING SUITS AND SEXY LINGERIE FOR HER HUSBAND.

HOWEVER THE VERY SEXY WOMAN DOING THE MODELING HAD NO INHIBITIONS, AND THE TOYS THEY SHARED WERE PULLED OUT TO ENJOY. IT COULD HAVE BEEN THE MOTION OF THE TOYS IN ACTIONS, THE MOANS FROM HER POUTY LIPS, OR THE COMBINATION OF THE SOUNDS, THE SMELL, THE CLOSENESS, AND THE ONE THING I HAD FOUGHT AGAINST ALL MY LIFE COMING TOGETHER IN ONE TREMBLOUS SURGENT OF DESIRE, WANT AND NEED.

I HAD TO ASK FOR A KISS, JUST A KISS. DID I REALLY JUST ASK FOR A KISS? IS SHE REALLY COMING TO ME? THE WORLD IS SPINNING AROUND AND IT HASN'T STOPPED YET. JUST A KISS.

WE WERE BOTH HAPPILY MARRIED, AND NEITHER WANTED TO JEOPARDIZE OUR MARRIAGE, SO WE PULLED APART. SOMEWHERE DOWN THE LINE WE STARTED TALKING ABOUT A FOURSOME, SHE KNEW HER HUSBAND WAS GAME...

BUT ON THE OTHER END WAS MY HUSBAND. OUR MARRIGE WASN'T AS OPEN, OR SO I THOUGHT. COME TO FIND OUT HE WAS MORE THEN OPEN TO A FOURSOME AND WAS OK WITH THE FACT THAT I WANTED MORE EXPERIENCES WITH A WOMAN. THE FOURSOME WAS AWESOME. THE MEN WERE MORE NERVOUS, BUT WE HAD ALREADY HAD A WARM-UP AND BY THE MIDDLE OF THE "MORNING" EVERYONE WAS RELAXED. THAT IS WHEN MY MIND WAS TELLING ME "SLOW DOWN, DON'T ACT TOO INTERESTED IN HER. DON'T MAKE HER MOAN, DON'T MAKE THE MEN JEALOUS.

" YET MY HORNINESS PUSHED ME ALONG.

WHY HADN'T I LISTENED?? MEN...

MAN...HOMOSAPIEN, MALE.

THE EXCITEMENT OF TWO WOMEN TOGETHER MAKING OUT IS JUST THE ULTIMATE TO THEM. HAVING TWO WOMEN ON HIS MEMBER IS THE NEXT BIGGEST THING. TO THEM THAT IS JUST PURE UNADULTRATED SEX. BUT....

AND THIS IS A BIG BUT, IF HE IS JUST A LITTLE THREATENED WITH THE ACTIONS HE HAS WITNESS HE WILL PULL BACK HIS OBJECT OF AFFECTION...AND ALTHOUGH MOST PEOPLE WOULD THINK THAT IS THEIR THINGY, IT IS ACTUALLY THEIR WOMAN! MEN HAVE A WRONG THEORY THAT WOMEN SOFT PLACEOCIATE SEX WITH LOVE ALL OF THE TIME.

NOT, NADA, NOPE. SEX CAN JUST BE SEX, LOOK AROUND AT WOMEN WHO ARE IN LOVELESS MARRIAGES, OR IN LIFELONG AFFAIRS, ETC. SEX CAN BE JUST FOR PLEASURE, AND WITH ANOTHER WOMAN IT CAN STIMIULATE THE DESIRE FOR MORE SEX MORE OFTEN WITH HER MAN. YES....I SAID "MORE SEX ENCOURAGES MORE SEX" .

A WOMAN IS LIKE A LIGHT BULB...

KEEP IT TURNED ON AND IT WILL STAY HOT AND READY. TURN IT OFF AND IT WILL BECOME COLD AND DISTANT. LOOK AT A WOMAN WHO REFUSES TO MASTURBATE, SHE PROBABLY HAS SEX ONCE EVERY COUPLE OF MONTHS AND JUST LAYS THERE UNTIL IT IS OVER. BELIEVE US MEN, WE KNOW THIS! WE BOTH LOVE OUR HUSBANDS, WE BOTH WANTED A HUSBAND TO LIVE OUR LIVES WITH, MARRIED.

YET WE ARE HIGHLY SEXUAL BEINGS, LUCKY FOR OUR HUBANDS.

THANKFULLY I HAVE BEEN GIVEN "PERMISSION" TO EXPLORE A MORE ONE ON ONE EXPERIENCE.

SOMETHING I REALLY WANT TO DO WITH THIS WOMAN.

SHE HAS ALL OF THE THINGS THAT I LOVE IN A PERSON, A GREAT PERSONALITY, SHE'S VIVACIOUS, FAMILY ORIENTED, FUN LOVING, AND EXTREMELY HORNY, NOT TO MENTION THE WAY SHE MOANS....I GET WET REMEMBERING THOSE MOANS. EVEN IF I COULD NEVER TOUCH HER INTIMATELY AGAIN, SHE CAN KISS ME INTO ORGASM. SHE HAS THE RIGHT TONGUE WORK AND THAT "STUPID" PIERCING THAT I RAG HER ABOUT REALLY DOES A GOOD JOB WHEN SHE KISSES, AND TOYS, AND SUCKS.

YET IF I EVER CAN CONVINCE HER THAT I CAN BE DISCREET, AND BE WORTH HER TIME, THEN THE OTHER PIERCINGS WOULD GET LOADS OF ATTENTION. TO ROLL THOSE BALLS BETWEEN MY LIPS, AND THEN PULL THEM THROUGH MY TEETH JUST EXCITES ME TO NO END. I WOULD MAKE HER SCREAM IN PLEASURABLE PAIN OVER AND OVER, JUST SO I CAN FEEL THE WETNESS BETWEEN MY LEGS AND LISTEN TO HER MOAN THAT DEEP GUTTHERAL MOAN. OF COURSE I CAN'T FORGET HER G-SPOT AND THAT IS SOMETHING I WANT HER TO SPRAY ALL OVER MY BREAST AS SHE KNEELS OVER MY UPPER BODY. I WANT TO SEE HER COME, FEEL HER WETNESS, TASTE HER SPLASH, SUCK HER DRY AND BRING HER DOWN TO MY LIPS TO TASTE HER JUICES ON MY TONGUE.

IS IT WRONG TO NOT WANT TO SHARE? TO WANT TO EXPERIENCE THIS NEW SEXUAL BEING, MY NEW SELF, WITH HER ALONE? IS IT MORE LIKE...

YOU WANT WHAT YOU CAN'T HAVE? OR IS IT MORE LIKE YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT "YOURSELF" AND WHAT YOU ARE CAPABLE OF DOING TO ANOTHER WOMAN. CAN YOU BE PLEASUREABLE? CAN YOU HEIGHTEN YOUR SEXUALITY? WITH A MAN AROUND IT IS MORE LIKE A PERFORMANCE ISSUE....

A WOMAN KNOWS WHAT I MEAN. YET IF YOU ARE WITH A WOMAN THAT IS A LOT LIKE YOU THAT ISN'T AN ISSUE, ENJOYING ONE ANOTHER IS THE BIGGEST ISSUE. GIVEN THE CHANCE TO HAVE HER ALONE FOR 1, 2, 3 OR MORE HOURS...

WHAT I WOULDN'T DO. I KNOW I WOULD RESPECT HER WISHES, AND KEEP IT ALL TO MYSELF. IT IS NO DIFFERENT THEN REGULAR GIRLFRIENDS WHO TALK TO EACH OTHER ABOUT THEIR HUSBANDS, AND THEIR FAMILIES. IT STAYS BETWEEN THEM, NEVER TO COME UP IN CONVERSATION, ONLY TO BE HELD IN WONDERFUL MEMORIES IN THE BACK SPACES OF THE MIND.....

THE SAME MIND THAT TOLD YOU "I TOLD YOU SO!"......